[Margaret Pilkington]

So, you DID find something positive about Christmas Day after all.
Your choice to be alone is just that....Your choice.
Many folk spend most of their time alone.....and ARE lonely. I like my own company but there are times when the company of someone you have connections with, is good for your health.
As for the crowds at Christmas, you can be in a crowd and still be lonely.....because no one acknowledges you, so it is good to talk to folk....even if you don't know them.

When I go out and about on the buses I nearly always meet older folk(I know I am one of them) and I frequently start up a conversation. It is part of the enjoyment of being out and about.
Anyway Jason, may I be the first one to wish you a peaceful Christmas of your own making, doing whatever pleases you.