[Restless]

When I was 12 we had an elderly cat that was semi feral and she disappeared. My mother told me she went to find a place where she could be at peace away from her home.

Apparently this is something that cats do.

I did the calculation and Milly must've been In that shed/bin cupboard for 4-5 days Perhaps coincidence or something else brought us back together for her final hours.

I am finding it hard not to think about that moment I picked up her frail body out of that shed

That maybe I could've done more.

My girlfriend says I should focus on her reaching out and touching me in her final moments and all the good times.

We were looking into each others eyes when she seemed to make a coughing sound and it was like life left her body at that moment.

I was just telling her it was ok and everything will be fine if she goes.

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