[WillowTheWhisp]

Originally Posted by the real michael

failure to accept the truth always ends in
disaster...............

Something you said about losing everyone you loved when you were a child and having your cries for help ignored or laughed at made me think that perhaps that is really what we have here - cries for help. If you perhaps resent being 'dumped' in Accrington as a child then it's in your hands now to be able to move away from here if you wish. Perhaps you need to sort out the unresolved issues of your past first though and get some professional help to do so.

The post where you said those things has unfortunately been removed due to other content, but I was touched by them and could possibly see where you are coming from with the other things that you've posted. Other people may have been responsible for what happened to you as a child but you are an adult now and responsible for yourself. You can take control of your own life and do with it what you will.