Proud but sad :(

[mrskitty]

Thankyou for your replys and advice...
Unfortunately Jack never sleeps unless his in a bed so no chance of him nodding off on the train but yes Katex i always ignore fellow passengers who give parents dirty looks if their children are playing up.....happened on Wednesday when i was bringing him home from Blackpool,people travelling home from the Conservative conference were giving me awful looks when Jack was screaming.....but they ALL laughed when he immediately stopped and said 'Woooooooooo' when another train passed us lol
I was broody a few weeks ago (and i hated it), but my partner doesn't want any children of his own *thank heavens* he didnt let me have my own way...
in reality i dont want anymore but when i was broody if he had of said yes i would have jumped at the chance.Thank goodness that that phase has gone.
I can see why people do have more at that stage though.
As for pictures.......we have taken about 3,500 now......way too extreme but that includes what his dad and nan have taken(alot more are taken now due to everyone having digicams!)........
my ex has them on his computer,as well as disks, and i have them on my computer and on discs.....for me thats enough.....even if (god forbid) there was a fire then they are all stored at the other persons house.
I have treasured every moment with Jack-knowing that he will never be this small again and i made time to play with him rather than just tend to his needs.....i started talking to him from the day he was born (alot of parents i know have not done this) and i often get weird looks whilst im chatting to him in town etc lol i dont care.
I wouldnt have changed anything with the way i have brought Jack up in the last 2 years-and by the way things are looking i couldnt have done too bad because his turning into a very polite lovely little boy (until he goes to school!).