Well l won't be going to Willow and Busman's wedding in a rabbit fur coat after all. The need for rest outweighed the need of a date with a poacher and l called off the fun.
This weekend has been fairly awful. Yesterday l was meant to have lunch with my Mum, but having fainted in the shower and being sick all over the bathroom walls, again l called another plan off.
Mum came down instead, she's worried to death, l should be looking after her not the other way round. For the first time l felt really p-issed off. l sat crying like a spoilt child. Not having slept more than 6 hours in the last week every muscle in my body was in knots, l was shaking like a one flippered sealion, in a nutshell l was totally fed up.
I don't know if l mentioned it already, but at the PDS meeting a woman came in at he end who was 50. She had had Parkinson's for ten years, my age now. She couldn't walk, couldn't speak, was bent double and shook badly while she tried to walk. I was shocked, and frightened, l know she's an extreme example, but there she was.
After a fairly good six hours sleep, l feel much better. I'm not so sorry for myself today- just sorry l worried my Mum. l'm going there tonight to make her tea, and l will be wearing my normal jolly fool mask.
This weekend has been fairly awful. Yesterday l was meant to have lunch with my Mum, but having fainted in the shower and being sick all over the bathroom walls, again l called another plan off.
Mum came down instead, she's worried to death, l should be looking after her not the other way round. For the first time l felt really p-issed off. l sat crying like a spoilt child. Not having slept more than 6 hours in the last week every muscle in my body was in knots, l was shaking like a one flippered sealion, in a nutshell l was totally fed up.
I don't know if l mentioned it already, but at the PDS meeting a woman came in at he end who was 50. She had had Parkinson's for ten years, my age now. She couldn't walk, couldn't speak, was bent double and shook badly while she tried to walk. I was shocked, and frightened, l know she's an extreme example, but there she was.
After a fairly good six hours sleep, l feel much better. I'm not so sorry for myself today- just sorry l worried my Mum. l'm going there tonight to make her tea, and l will be wearing my normal jolly fool mask.