I may be moving out of this zombie prison soon.
I have gained enough strength to stir the shy te here because I arranged for the 'cook' to supply me with toddler food from ASDA instead of the warmed up junk they serve here.I ask for it NOT to be heated up
I await a visit from a social worker to find me a home which meets my needs.
I haven't had my body or hair washed for a year. I brought 3 sets of bedding when I came here- they are 'lost' frequently -I often wait for 2 weeks until they find some of it - probably been on someone else's bed (stained). Lost knickers I replaced by using paper knickers - just didn't fancy wearing some that had been messed by someone else.
I use a lot of hankies because my nose streams clear liquid whenever I smell perfumes -some carers are noseblind and overdose themselves and the corridors get sprayed with air freshener (poisoner) daily. The 2dozen white ones I brought got 'lost'- I bought navy blue ones to replace them - they don't go missing. All bedding and clothing is laundry marked with my room number so it shouldn't.
I have just had my 2nd visit of the day from one of the family who own this place- she has requested a social worker visit to have me moved to a better place where there are some sane residents. She was rather hostile under the mask of pretending to help.My son has started looking for a new place.
The LCC take £331 per week from my bank account and then add something to it to pay for this place.
Allowing myself to be a tiny bit optimistic for a life which will be worth living.
Suicide plan is on hold -----for now.
I have gained enough strength to stir the shy te here because I arranged for the 'cook' to supply me with toddler food from ASDA instead of the warmed up junk they serve here.I ask for it NOT to be heated up
I await a visit from a social worker to find me a home which meets my needs.
I haven't had my body or hair washed for a year. I brought 3 sets of bedding when I came here- they are 'lost' frequently -I often wait for 2 weeks until they find some of it - probably been on someone else's bed (stained). Lost knickers I replaced by using paper knickers - just didn't fancy wearing some that had been messed by someone else.
I use a lot of hankies because my nose streams clear liquid whenever I smell perfumes -some carers are noseblind and overdose themselves and the corridors get sprayed with air freshener (poisoner) daily. The 2dozen white ones I brought got 'lost'- I bought navy blue ones to replace them - they don't go missing. All bedding and clothing is laundry marked with my room number so it shouldn't.
I have just had my 2nd visit of the day from one of the family who own this place- she has requested a social worker visit to have me moved to a better place where there are some sane residents. She was rather hostile under the mask of pretending to help.My son has started looking for a new place.
The LCC take £331 per week from my bank account and then add something to it to pay for this place.
Allowing myself to be a tiny bit optimistic for a life which will be worth living.
Suicide plan is on hold -----for now.